I've always been a popular kid. I enjoy being the centre of attention. I love public speaking, some might even say I'm pretty flamboyant when in front of a crowd. I'm an introvert.
There is no mind numbing paradox here. Every human being is different. And for the love of God, I don't understand why some people don't get this. I do not lack social skills. I love talking to people as long as I'm genuinely interested in the topic, AND the person. I hate small talk, I don't believe in social pleasantries, I will never fake a conversation. I love reading, I love thinking, I love solving little puzzles in my head. I need my alone time.
In conclusion.. please stop encouraging me to play badminton with you guys.. stop inviting me to a weekend getaway with your family. I'm most lonely when I’m with a group of people and there's nothing to talk about. It depresses me. And I don't like being depressed.
